Damm Sian mouth operation liao cannot open mouth WTH!!! alought i can siam 3 duties but thn i cant do much somemore more sian is aft tis 8 days gt to go back for more duties ahhhhhhhhh dun bother abt it stupid duties my may n jun will be meaningful hopefully may is gg to be my concert mth thn jun whoo hoo finally gg overseas duno Y i seem to enjoy gg oversea more n more somemore i dun mind gg back to those places tat i hav been b4 see i wan go back to Taiwan(obviously) thn dere is my plan of gg to US n oso europe but thn i hav no $$$ sianzzzz

2 mths into my NS life but i dun feel happy @ all
first duno Y i m posted to be a security tropper
evrydae go dere do nth
thn have to do duty like siao
now scheldule haven start
if it start means i nid to Duty,Work thn Off
tis will make my time screw up
sat n sun will nt mean i hav my off
even PH i oso will nt be able to enjoy
i try to tell myself to juz live wif it
but thn somehow whn i tink i feel better e nxt moment i will go back to it agn
how m i gg to live e nxt 22 mth of my life like tat

really it will mess up my life
lesser time to spent wif family n frenz
aft 22 mths ltr evryting wuld hav change n i hav wasted 2 yrs of my life juz openin gate or doin nth
realli duno how to be happy
:(

nxt wk is e last wk of my IAP liao
like finally
i smell freedom
:)

its one wk alrdy
n attachment is nth but a bore
somehow durin tis period i keep tinkin abt STUPID IDIOT

evrydae seems so long n i tink i hav forgetton how to be happy
damm sian

55 more days more to go
n tis is 4 n half days for me

seriously if dere is aniway tat i can dun go to work i will take it
be it MC or wadever
tat is how sian i feel
some more i dun hav internet connection dere
is back to data sorting agn tml :( :( :(

IAP starts on mon
n they post me to CHANGI
Y of all places dere
ani where will be better thn dere

also duno wad i m gg to do dere e company n my course no link one lehz

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕



用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人
在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

been long
but i m veri lazy to blog

ok
CNY is over
and attachment is starting soon
the beingin of 12 wks of boredom agn

i dun like
actually i gt nth to blog abt also

enjoying my time
lazy to go bother abt stufffs

tml is CNY
n i totally dun have e mood

i onli noe tat cny is tml on monday
lolx

i duno wad i m doin also
and tis yr so mani red summon
alrdy gt 3 liao
how to live sia
so broke

i better off my phone so ppl cannot contact meee

nxt wk is my last wk of FYP liao

thn will be my IAP another 12 more wks of torture

juz hope tat time pass faster

but @ e same time i oso dun wan it to pass so fast

dun look forward to wad is beyond also

wad e hell m i tink???

where shld i go for holi???

tell me i duno where to go liao

ahhhhhh