2 mths into my NS life but i dun feel happy @ all
first duno Y i m posted to be a security tropper
evrydae go dere do nth
thn have to do duty like siao
now scheldule haven start
if it start means i nid to Duty,Work thn Off
tis will make my time screw up
sat n sun will nt mean i hav my off
even PH i oso will nt be able to enjoy
i try to tell myself to juz live wif it
but thn somehow whn i tink i feel better e nxt moment i will go back to it agn
how m i gg to live e nxt 22 mth of my life like tat

really it will mess up my life
lesser time to spent wif family n frenz
aft 22 mths ltr evryting wuld hav change n i hav wasted 2 yrs of my life juz openin gate or doin nth
realli duno how to be happy
:(