there is seriously some ting wrongly wif mi!!!

i wake up today or shld i say force to wake up today
and then i juz stare in e blank
for e remainin of e day e ONE n ONLI ting i wan to do is STONE!!!
ppl say joke i try my best to laugh
onli till later part of DCN i start to tok noncence to simon
then ltr break time i no mood again
even when i play CS wif shamin n tat
i oso dun care juz chiong n kill ppl dun care die a nt
keep screamin n shootin away makes mi feel juz a little better
but killin those ppl i oso no feelin
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aft sch i bought an umbrella for nth lor
cos ltr oso no rain liao
i almost left it behind

duno wad will happen tml
i juz hav tis feelin of spentin time alone
but when i m alone i long for sum one's accompany

tis is nt good i gt to some how find a way to ...
exams r comin
projects nid to hand in
OMG!!!
so mani tings to do
n lastly
i cannot believe i will be 19 tis yr
it juz sounds so crazy to mi
i oso duno Y
b4 turnin 18 i was like hurry
aft becomin 18
i wan to grow younger

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