Damm Sian mouth operation liao cannot open mouth WTH!!! alought i can siam 3 duties but thn i cant do much somemore more sian is aft tis 8 days gt to go back for more duties ahhhhhhhhh dun bother abt it stupid duties my may n jun will be meaningful hopefully may is gg to be my concert mth thn jun whoo hoo finally gg overseas duno Y i seem to enjoy gg oversea more n more somemore i dun mind gg back to those places tat i hav been b4 see i wan go back to Taiwan(obviously) thn dere is my plan of gg to US n oso europe but thn i hav no $$$ sianzzzz

2 mths into my NS life but i dun feel happy @ all
first duno Y i m posted to be a security tropper
evrydae go dere do nth
thn have to do duty like siao
now scheldule haven start
if it start means i nid to Duty,Work thn Off
tis will make my time screw up
sat n sun will nt mean i hav my off
even PH i oso will nt be able to enjoy
i try to tell myself to juz live wif it
but thn somehow whn i tink i feel better e nxt moment i will go back to it agn
how m i gg to live e nxt 22 mth of my life like tat

really it will mess up my life
lesser time to spent wif family n frenz
aft 22 mths ltr evryting wuld hav change n i hav wasted 2 yrs of my life juz openin gate or doin nth
realli duno how to be happy
:(

nxt wk is e last wk of my IAP liao
like finally
i smell freedom
:)

its one wk alrdy
n attachment is nth but a bore
somehow durin tis period i keep tinkin abt STUPID IDIOT

evrydae seems so long n i tink i hav forgetton how to be happy
damm sian

55 more days more to go
n tis is 4 n half days for me

seriously if dere is aniway tat i can dun go to work i will take it
be it MC or wadever
tat is how sian i feel
some more i dun hav internet connection dere
is back to data sorting agn tml :( :( :(

IAP starts on mon
n they post me to CHANGI
Y of all places dere
ani where will be better thn dere

also duno wad i m gg to do dere e company n my course no link one lehz

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕



用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人
在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

been long
but i m veri lazy to blog

ok
CNY is over
and attachment is starting soon
the beingin of 12 wks of boredom agn

i dun like
actually i gt nth to blog abt also

enjoying my time
lazy to go bother abt stufffs

tml is CNY
n i totally dun have e mood

i onli noe tat cny is tml on monday
lolx

i duno wad i m doin also
and tis yr so mani red summon
alrdy gt 3 liao
how to live sia
so broke

i better off my phone so ppl cannot contact meee

nxt wk is my last wk of FYP liao

thn will be my IAP another 12 more wks of torture

juz hope tat time pass faster

but @ e same time i oso dun wan it to pass so fast

dun look forward to wad is beyond also

wad e hell m i tink???

where shld i go for holi???

tell me i duno where to go liao

ahhhhhh

its e 5 day into the new yr

but thn to me i dun feel tat a yr has pass

i almost tore e wrong yr whn i was tearin coupon to park my car

lolx

finally gt my hands on KeWei's EP

WOO!~

3 more wks n my FYP will end

thn it will be my IAP

2010 is coming in 1 day

but i m nt exicted for it

tink it will be juz another day for me tml

only ting is i will be working ba

so mani stuff happened in 2009

i duno wad is happening

wad ever is gg to happen is nt my problem even if it is i shall juz not bother

lazy to care also

4 more wk n tat is e end for my FYP

thn another 12 wks of IAP n i m out of e sch

n its time for army

ahhhhh

its wk 11 liao
another 4 more wks
YEAH!~

tis wk n last wk r both short wks
3.5 days onli
nw e .5 days oso ending so onli 3 days left

aft all those fun i m damm tired nw
i wanna slp

Christmas is 2 days away
but it seems to have come too fast tis yr
a sign the world is gg to end
we will all DIE
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!~

all along christmas is like i wait wait n it nv comes
but nvm
i will be damm busy over tis period
and it will all start 2nitez
but the best part is on christmas i have nth on
so i shall slack @ home
isnt tat wad i do best
haha

since tis stupid FYP started i nv slack @ hm liao
ok i tis is a decent entry
if nt u ppl will start complaing agn
i still dun understand Y
my blog but i nid to post ting for u all to satisfy u all

Its Friday!~
wkends is here

but i m getting more n more tired each day

christmas is nxt wk
YEAH~
well no plans for christmas yet
mayb shall rest

but thn i oso duno lah

dere r mani stuff on my want list but i have gt no money
sianed

对不起，其实我真的很不愿意，但是我还是要放弃，并不是我不爱你 ，而是我害怕得到不是我想要的那个答案。。。

虽然今天的我还会在梦中哭醒，但我答应过自己，竟然选择了放弃就 不能后悔。。。

its wk 9 liao

last wk was BORING!~
but it can onli can get worst

n last nitez my tire went flat how nice
counting down to 6 evrydae has become my hobby
6 more wks ahhhhhhh
"feng yun 2" is a crap show
i fell asleep watching it

i nid my sleep
i wan holiday

i look @ photos of me taken by other whn i m drivin
and i dun seem to believe it
I m drivin!~

even thou i hav been drivin 1 yr+
but seldom ppl take my photo
it juz seems so wierd!~

What is wrong wif me???
i feel so bloated tis few days!~

nv eat much also
no apptitte
drink water also can make me so full???

7 more wks of tis FYP stuff thn 12 wk of IAP n tat's it
well i wish it pass faster n also dun
i duno
dun ask mi

its been like one wk since i last update
alot has happen in e wk
tings came n gone
it left no traces

well nw is e second half of my FYP
n yst assement is like they ask mi to do more complicated stuff
which aft 7 wks of FYP
i m back to where i started
researching agn

BORING!~